th!nkinG of U....

I lay on the grass

with the gentle breeze brushing my hair

Thinking abt my life

I feel the helpless tears streaming down my cheeks

but,unable to control

i'm too weak....

The endless nights i've cried,

thinking of u

wanting you so much in my life

but,

u never knw....

When no one seems to be listening,

you hear it

When I’m hurt nd never show,

somehow, you know it

When I turn away to hide my tears,

you see it

When I feel like I can't get through to anyone,

you understand it
Nobody knows when I’m worried

but u know it

you know everything abt me,

and i'm proud

i nyd to be inside your arms

for the rest of my life

hoping to be secured by you ;)

quEsTionS????

I wonder what will happen
When the day comes
For me to leave u,

Weather you will be happy or sad,
Whether you will cry for me,
Whether you will miss me,
If m gone….

Will you ever remember the times?
That we spend together
We laugh,
We cried,

Will it make u hurt,
When u think those days,
Will you slip those days from ur mind?
Will u never pretend that we happened?

Will you wave goodbye to all of our memories?
Or will you carry those days with you,
Till the end of ur life??

eXamS....so nErvOus!!!! =\

My exams...
Whenever it comes to my mind, I get really nervous
My hand get wet and heart beat faster than usual….aaaaahhh....
I jus want scream at the top of my voice…
Omg!!!

My HRM diplomas first sem exams begins in the first week of December
Kindda one month is left for me and m so nervous =\
I’ve to pass from all the 4 subs….ER, PPR, PIS nd HRD

To tell u the truth…I don’t even knw wt the hell is that HRD teacher teaching!!!
As we don’t have a study manual for HRD and this teacher comes with some handwritten notes and will read the whole thing for 2 hrs. Some ppl will sleep others will yawn nd talk in class.

Only 1 month has been passed since we got teachers for all the 4 subjects’ nd I don’t think that the syllabus will be covered.
I ve started boagananin on studies, and the bad news is only 1 past papers plus nothing for further reference…mivarun kihineh kiyavanee….

i will try my best....

eaCh sTep

Each Step I take,

The closer I get,
not a minute too soon
without reasons of regret.

Each blessed moment,
thinking of you,
all my hopes and dreams,
my pleasures, all due.

Each passing day,
while you're away,
forever in my dreams
in my arms you'll stay.

At the end of the journey,
when my life is through,
each step I take,
I'll take it...with you

back tO woRk...

after a long long holiday finaly m back to wrok.(4 days is realy long for an employee...hehe).7.30 ah...aahhh.i had to wakeup early in the mornin!!! office ah aadhevunu iruves huree nidhifa.this holiday all ive been doin is sleepin... molhu dho!!!;)

dhen miadhu roadha ah hure office ah airu kamu dhaakah neh.mulhin than othee change kohffa.ive heard abt this changin nd it wud be completed by today...ekamu nuves nimey.mulhithanuga othee hirafus...emme furathamves kuranjehunu kamakee table mathi saafukurun.fankaa jehiyas hirafus...neevaeh liyas neyfathah hirafus...dhen neynge.the rest of the will be like this.

my section have been changed to down stairs for the last 2 months nd eves magumathin dhaa emmenah fenna gothah...v foohi.finaly miadhu ai iru partition eh ebain :D nd ac ehves ebain bt the sad thin is wen itz switchd on...mulhithanun karantu dhanee.meedhen mi vaavarakee...

keehthavaanee emmen kaireega miadhu geyga madukohlaashey buniyya dho!!!

sanDaLs....

well...u guys will wonder what am i gonna write under the topic sandals...hehe

Mivaagothakee maa ginain faivaaneh ganevenee.i dunno y???
i used to go twice or more in a month for shoppin nd madhuvaane faivaaneh nuganevey ireh.
bcoz of this, mom hunnaanee rulhi gadha vefa...hehe.maaginain faivaan gannaneeo kiyaafa...asluves itz true.ive many faivaan now but stil i can stop buyin it.keeh kuraanee dho....i don think i can stop this.... :I

w!lL b thEre fOr u....

My love for you will never be over
It’s growing more precious day by day
Your compassion made me fall in for you
I want to express my love for you in different ways
But not that capable yet…
May be someday I will succeed it…I guess
I know I will find the way
To be there for you
And enjoy the dance of life together
All I want is to be your angel
So that I could love you for ever...

sWyT meMor!Es

while i was haavanin my old cupbord where some of my school stuffs were kept i saw a nicely packed envelop full of these stuffs.
these r the some of the thins which my classmates hv given to me as a reminder of them...hehe.eyru abaduves kamakee mee...
kommes meehakah kommes ehcheh hadhaafa dhinun.teacher hunnanee naruge kolhuga jehifa.usualy english period is totaly changed to creative period.... i miss those days.especially the last year.it was fun...

i wOndEr whaTs thE meAniNg of 1 m!nuTe!!!

Baehmeehun gulhaigen vaahaka dhakkan indhefa one minute therey ebagulhamey kiyaafa phn baahvaa gothah dhen habareh nuvaane. this happen lot of girls....hehe. the girl wait for the cal from the boy, but no sign.....

The point is whether the boy realize how the girl would feel???When the girl ask the boy about it,the boy wnt evn remember telin the girl he would cal and soon wil try to change the topic.

This happen to mee too.hehe.sumtimes i realy hate it nd stil i hvnt undestand the meanin of this so called "one minute"!!!!! When are they gonna know the meaning of it???

Itz the 3rd of october, one of my special frends birthday....so we decided gv her a lil surprise nd it was realy realy fun. she luvd it...
WISH U A VERY HAPPY B' DAY IHMA

plus itz the anniversary of me nd my frend, so i wish uzair nd his gf a very happy anniversary nd to my swyt hrt too....he was the best thin happened in my life.

still i hvnt got the pics, wil upload the pics as soon as i get them...

thE ra!nbOw

How beautiful the rainbow I saw just yesterday,

So colourful and bright, it really cheered my day,

And as I gazed in wonder at this spectacle of lightI couldn't help but thank the Allah for giving me my sight

It had rained,

the sky was dark so miserable and grey But when the rainbow came in view it chased my blues away So many

colours could I see a vision to behold

And hidden at the bottom could there be a pot of gold.

It spread itself across the sky from land to way up high,

And everyone who saw it could only stand and sigh.

But as quickly as it showed itself,

it disappeared again it's strange how when a rainbow comes,

we forget about the rain

i gOt mY 0wN bLoG

m not realy gud in bloggin....m jus tryin n tryin...hehe to tel u the truth,foohivaathee kuran hithah eri kameh mee...
so i'l try my best ey buneveynee